Becky's Briefs: So Glad It Hurts

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

So Glad It Hurts

He is off! I feel so wrapped in the love of my Heavenly Father. We had a smooth morning sending Elder Johnson into service. He was set apart last evening. As we sat waiting for his interview, I felt very lonely and overwhelmed by the negative things that have flung themselves at me. I was wishing for family support. In walks Marinda and her wonderful family. It was just what I needed. He received a wonderful blessing to aid him in his journeys and experiences from President McReynolds. Dallix was given the privilege of sitting on Carter's lap for the blessing. I did have one panic moment as the blessing was not a quick prayer and I peeked and saw Liam. I was worried that I might hear, "Blah, blah, blah" But he was great. The only things he whispered was , 'You 're supposed to close your eyes.' I didn't sleep very well and I know Carter didn't either. But we got up on time and left the house around 5:30. After negotiating the parking and making our way into the terminal, we found a group of Elders and their families waiting at the United counted. I was immediately hugged by two of the moms. From then on we were in capable hands. The United attendant helped us check in and we talked for a few minutes before letting the Elders get into the TSA check point line. We were able to watch him go through security and even waited until we saw him walking towards his terminal on the second floor. I am so happy so why does it hurt a little? Because that Carter isn't going to come back. A wiser, stronger Carter will return to us. He is ready for this. I feel the blessings of Father in Heaven. He is my strength. I love you so much little Carter. I hope your flight from the nest is glorious. 730 days until we meet again.