Becky's Briefs

It's Greek to Me

2012-02-10T12:55:00.000-08:00

Sixth Grade held a Greek Festival in the library today. How fun is that? I joined in the fun with a costume. They held Olympics. (Great ideas for a family reunion). They showed videos of skits that they had made. They ate a ton of treats. (I left during that part. Have I said that I love my job?

Cookies and Milk

2012-02-01T13:48:00.000-08:00

Friday night was a special treat. We had Stephanie visit for the weekend. We were so excited to see all three girls. We missed you Rich! We decorated Valentine cookies for everyone.

I love decorating cookies with my girls. It is so neat to see the designs they come up with. I am going to be decorating more cookies to share with a few important people in our lives.... if you don't get cookies it only means you will be getting a different treat another time.

Some of our work.

Of course we let the kids help...just not for very long. Colton decorated the same cookie over and over.

We get a good concentration going.

Marinda joined us also. Here, Ethan shows us some of their cookies

Emma just loved playing with Tucker.

Tucker loved the cookies!

Oh, What Do You Do.....

2012-01-26T07:45:00.001-08:00

Oh, what do you do in the winter time
When all the world is froze.
Do you defrost your toes or clean out your nose
or look for a new kind of rose?

Seriously, how do you keep your sanity in the long cold dark hours of winter? I have been reading a ton. I am just interested in how to keep from baking treats and eating them.

I Purpose a Change

2012-01-18T07:54:00.000-08:00

I have really been struggling with the winter blues...once again. I looked back on the autumn season and realized that I need Thanksgiving in January. Why shouldn't we move it? It would finally get the recognition it deserves if it came after Christmas. January is a bleak month, but a great time to reflect on my blessings. I realize that we celebrate a day of giving thanks for our harvests, but my harvests come in all year. So.. I am going to have a mini Thanksgiving. I may even set aside a Sunday and prepare a special meal. I am so grateful for all the help my Heavenly Father sends to me. He even calmed my troubled mind with perfect peace the other day. I promise I couldn't have done it myself.
I wonder if any of my family (children, parents etc. ) would like to celebrate our blessings a second time in January?
Could be fun and very therapeutic.

It came without Ribbons...

2011-12-23T12:28:00.000-08:00

It came without tags. it came without packages, boxes or bags. I love that part of Dr. Suess' How The Grinch Stole Christmas. It has been an interesting year for us. so 'interesting' that I didn't get a chance to write a newsletter or mail cards. I have had a hard time getting in a holiday mood. But it hit me in special ways this year. I have felt the love and peace of good friends. They are numerous. I work with many good friends. I worship with even more. I live with a household (although some of the members are at 'satellite' locations) of very celestial friends. today, I am spending the day with two of my beautiful grand daughters. We have been shopping and had some fine dining...Chick-Fil-ay.(Can't spell it!) I feel how blessed I am. Do each of the special people that surround me know how full my heart feels when I think of them? Do they know that even if I was a billionaire, I couldn't spend enough on them to bestow a gift that is worthy of them? Do they know that I know the Savior lives? I do know that. He is constantly by my side. Sometimes, my choices mask His presence from my feelings, but when I pray and invite Him into my life, He is right beside me. I am grateful for the humble, silent sacred events of that first Christmas night. Can you feel the peace that must have been thick in that stable? I wish I could remember the angel's song. I hope I got to help sing it. I would experience anything that the Savior asked of me. Haven't I been blessed that all He asks of me is to love all around me? I have discovered that there is no one that I have truly tried to become acquainted with that I haven't been able to love. Maybe someday I will be worthy of some of the gifts He gave me.
Merry Christmas to All
And to all a great weekend

Happily Ever After...

2011-12-16T08:23:00.000-08:00

You know in fairy tales, the end is 'and they lived happily ever after'. Having been in happily ever after, I want to give you some details. In my far away younger days, I thought happily ever after was the princess and her wonderful prince walking hand in hand down lovely garden paths with flowers bursting into blooms as they passed. They were accompanied by butterflies and birds. Their castle was large, beautiful and handsomely furnished. Their little royal offspring were perfect. Life was perfect. How glad I am that true happily ever after isn't that boring.
Happily ever after= the prince and princess have their own thoughts and opinions. Sometimes they don't match up and they learn wisdom and love while working on an equitable solution. The castle needs repairing... a lot! The kids are normal and have lots of 'growing experiences'. The kingdoms cash runs out. But through all these exciting times, the prince and princess are still in love.
My happily ever after experienced a miracle this week. My prince almost took a trip to a different world. I would have had a lonely happily ever after if my miracle didn't occur. Superman proved to be super again with the help of the priesthood and great blessings from our Heavenly Father. He experienced a stroke on Wednesday. I watched him in a scary state and stood by his side. In the emergency room, I held my lips to his head and asked him to stay with me. He whispered back that he would. Then within a few hours he was coming back to me. I thank my Heavenly Father for every minute He has given me with Steve. My eternal marriage is such a gift. My Christmas means so much more because the Savior has given me the love of my life and my hereafter life... and let me enjoy more temporal time with Steve.
We have felt the love and prayers of all our loved ones. What power! We love you all. Thanks for your strength. Do me a favor and hug your special people. Celebrate your blessings as you remember all that was given to us with the birth of a divine king.

Choices

2011-12-12T16:54:00.000-08:00

I was setting the breakfast table on Sunday morning. I gave Colton his choice on plates. He chose Santa instead of a reindeer or snowman. I could tell I had his interest, so I let him choose his fork also. I kept holding up forks....this is what he choose..

Kids! Aren't they great?

How Ever Fair Thy Branches

2011-12-09T07:50:00.000-08:00

This is my tag to my loved ones. Take pictures of your Christmas tree....share it with us. I used to save my change all year to purchase our tree. (We are die hards that love the smell, variety and mess of a live tree...or real). I thought I needed $40.00 or $50.00 to purchase the 'just right' tree. I wised up last year. My friend, Brenda, told me how all her family meets at Clem's for their annual Christmas Tree outing. $1.50 a foot. We have started doing that. This years tree cost $10.00. I used to think the Clem's trees were too skimpy, but I have discovered they are perfect for showing off the ornament collection. Our tree's 'theme' is unusual. I have collected angels, glass and delicate ornaments. Steve has collected moose. So I embraced the theme. Each year I give Steve a new moose ornament. Lesley gave me my new angel this year. I also got a new bird ornament (Sorry Lesley!) and a gold crazy looking thing. Thanks to Carter for helping me choose. I do love those trees. I can't wait to see yours.

The grand tree

In soft light

My bird

My thingy

My angel!

Steve's new moose

Steve's favorite moose...a backpacking mountainy type moose

A Political Career Begins

2011-12-08T09:59:00.000-08:00

Carter applied for West Bountiful's Youth City Council. He was accepted. He has been hard at work making hot chocolate for Christmas on Onion Street. Passing out flyers (on bitter cold days!) and attending meetings. He was sworn in this past week at the city's council meeting. We stayed to watch some of the excitement and enjoyed the evening. I am so proud of Carter. He is a great leader. One of his best leadership qualities is that he gives service. Love you Carter!

Help Me De-Scrooge Myself

2011-12-06T10:02:00.000-08:00

So I just wrote this long impassioned plea to help me get in the mood for Christmas, and it didn't publish. So here is a more thought out, mature request. I love the fact that the Plan of Salvation is so perfect and so divinely planned. What better way to present a gift to the world than to have a sweet tiny infant and His celebrated birth dawn on a needy world? I love that about Christmas. But now I am having the hardest season I can ever remember. Of course money is an issue, but it goes deeper than that. I need to feel the Spirit of Christmas. I would love to see your Christmas tree on your blog. (Maybe this is a tag!) Share your favorite Christmas song, tradition or memory with me. Help me out, please?

The Atonement

2011-11-24T11:37:00.000-08:00

This is the crowning day of my gratitude month. Just know that everyday I stop and think of my blessings. My very greatest blessing is hard to comprehend. I am coming to understand it better all the time. It is hard to put into words the deep feelings that I get as I realize that the Savior Jesus Christ, my savior, gave to me the world. He made it possible to progress. I can make mistakes and change. He soothes all the bumps I experience in life. He is there. He is so in my heart. I have always wanted to do what is right. I would love to be perfect. It is hard to realize that I am not. That I have a long way to go before I am perfect. It would be very disenheartening to try and make my way back to my Father in Heaven when I have no means to pay the price. Even though I don't fully understand the process or the pain He suffered, I understand what He did for me. As I think about all He did, I have no voice that could praise Him enough. My greatest wish is that my children will discover the truths that I have discovered. If you ever listen to anything I tell you, listen with all your heart now. He lives! He loves us. He is strong and powerful and takes care of us. Nothing could be better than that.

Putting In My Five Sense Worth

2011-11-23T12:48:00.000-08:00

As I age and the senses dull a tad, I am grateful for the chance to enjoy them as much as I have.
Sight- I love to look at grand children faces, children faces, Steve face (just one). I look at the treasures that my parents have crafted. I adore looking at nature in all it's variety and splendor. I love to watch lightning streak across a darkened sky. I love to watch snow falling and painting the world white. I love to look at colors. I love to see the rose gold of the world at sunset. I love to read all kinds of books.I love to look at music notation. There is so much to see and I have been blessed to fill my mind with the sights my eyes have beheld.
Sound-I hear the notes of happiness. I hear bird's songs. I hear my children make music and sometimes a racket! I hear Steve as he loves me and blesses me. I hear my grandchildren's voices. I hear wind, thunder and rain. I hear the words of prophets. All for my growth.
Taste- I have tasted a sweet apple. I have tasted good meats. I have tasted candy and fresh bakes goods. I taste cheese and bread. I taste snowflakes on my tongue. It would be so boring if we had to eat without flavor. Think about it. We could survive without taste, but Heavenly Father gave us taste.
Smell- I have smelled each of my babies freshly washed with baby lotion on them. I have smelled my husband on Sundays with his manly smell. I smell roses, lilacs and all kinds of flowers. I smell pies baking or bread. I get to smell the ocean or a brand new rain storm. I can smell the wind in my sheets as I dry them on the line.
Touch- I am starting to get neuropathy. I can't always feel my feet. It is a weird undesireable feeling. I am so glad that I can touch. It keeps me safe. I love to feel hugs and kisses and my favorite- someone playing with my hair, putting make up on me or giving me a foot rub. I love the feel of the breeze coming in my window on a mild evening.

Vacations

2011-11-22T14:09:00.001-08:00

I am grateful for vacations. Especially the one that is starting today. I get to take a chilly ride on my bike this afternoon. Then clean my house and prepare to bake pies all day tomorrow. The Christmas quilts are ready to go on the beds. It's going to be great. We have so many blessings that we can 'sift our fingers' or thoughts through. The Sleepy Teep Over is planned for Friday. It's going to be grand.

Superman

2011-11-21T11:30:00.000-08:00

I feel like my name should be Lois. Superman swooped into my life. He carried me to the clouds. He gives the world to me. His arms are so powerful. Super powers! Whenever I am in his arms, I know that the world can't get me and everything will be alright. I am thankful that Heavenly Father put such a wonderful man in my pathway. I am glad that Steve listened to the spirit and asked me out on that first date. I have been in wonderland for almost 33 years now. I never want to leave. I kind of can't wait until we have celestial bodies, but all our wisdom. It's going to be fun. Steve is the reason I try and improve myself.....to be worthy of him. I know that Hayden wants to be Superman....he has a large cape to fill.
I love you!!

My Halls Are Alive with the sound of ...

2011-11-20T12:22:00.000-08:00

Music! The magical healer. I am blessed to be able to surround myself with great music. I have steroes, MP3s, many instruments and my children's voices. I think singing with my family is my very favorite. Thank you to my family for every blessed minute they sang with me. Thank you especially to Hayden. Lately he is the one to join me in making music. If I play the piano and sing he will soon join me. I am learning to play the recorder and fife right now. As I play, Hayden will either hum along or join me in playing one of them.
Music brings peace to my soul. It teaches me great spiritual lessons. It helps me work better. IT strengthens my testimony. It changes my moods. Thank you Heavenly Father for all the music on the earth. Thank you for ears to hear, voice and fingers to create and a heart that is healed by music.

My Bed

2011-11-19T08:00:00.000-08:00

I am grateful for my bed. I love to lay my weary body on it and rest. A bed is a blessing that a lot of people don't have. They can't feel the fresh clean sheets, the warm electric blanket. The firm but soft support for their bodies. I glad that we have a rest period each day to refresh our minds and bodies. I plan to use my bed a little longer in the coming week to show that I am grateful for it!

Sisters

2011-11-18T12:08:00.001-08:00

I am so grateful that Heavenly Father blessed me with siblings. I truly love them with all heart. I even have a little brother that takes care of me like a little sister...but more on him later.
I only have one sister. I am so blessed that it is Debi. If I only get one, she is the best.
We were crazy little girls. We were lucky to have the entire third floor of the house to ourselves. We had slopping ceilings and ballerina wallpaper. In the winter we slept in a big feather bed. Sometimes we had to share our bed with a very large boxer dog named Bruno. (Now there are some stories) I especially loved when we played make believe games. We would dress the cat in a white dress and 'bless' it. We played with Barbie. I had a Midge doll. (Remember what Bruno did to our dolls?) We had some old 78 records of Oklahoma. We would play them and sing for hours. I think I loved Old Judd is Daid the most.
My sister has always taken care of me. Through those fun little girl years and now that I am old. I love to share my children and grandchildren with her. I love her beautiful children. (Yes, Rob, I love you too)
she is thoughtful, creative, smart, talented and extremely entertaining. I loved having her hang out with me and my friends... I still love it!
Thank you my sweet sister. You have given me a model in my life!

Best Friends

2011-11-17T12:26:00.000-08:00

Wow! I have been on an emotional roller coaster. The TEST. Worries over my children, Worries over money. Worries over winterizing our home. New job.Stake meetings this week. I have needed so much support. I have received all the help and love I have needed. I have had even more angels appear in my life. Tears of joy have pretty much ruined my make up today.
I still feel quite a bit of stress that will soon subside. I just read my comments on my other posts. I am grateful for all my friends that have posted comments and for those that didn't. But as I read some of the comments from my friend Lesley, I was reminded of what a wonderful friend I have. I was filled with a feeling that could be described as love and gratitude. She is so loving and supporting. She is truly a soul headed for the Celestial kingdom. she makes me think I might be worth the effort to improve myself.
I remember when I first met Lesley. It was the greatest feeling. Like an instant addiction. I didn't want to go home from her front porch. Her faith is so strong. She is so valiant that I was so drawn to her. She is fun, smart, caring and it just feels good when we get to 'hang out'. What a find for me. My children often tell me they are looking for their Lesley. I am praying that they find their Lesley also.
Lesley can make me so hard and cry so comforted. I can share the pains of my heart with her and celebrate my triumphs. She is a treasure. Now if I can just find a deal on white M&Ms.

Priesthood

2011-11-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

I am so grateful that the priesthood is on the earth and that it is available to me. I am taking a very important test this afternoon. So important that if I can't pass with at least 70%...I will no longer be able to work at Meadowbrook Elementary. I only get two chances to take this test. (I really need to pass it the first time!) I am feeling very inadequate and extremely nervous. So nervous that I am exhibiting signs of stress. (I leave 'things' places....piles of papers, books in odd places....my purse!) I felt fine about it until Monday morning about 2:00. Now as I study the practice test, I can't figure out how I got the right answers. In the reading comp., I can't figure out how their answers are right when I think it is an opinion.....OH!!!! I am taking the test with two great co workers. I want us all to pass with flying colors, so I am worried about them also.
We are all in the same state. Michelle told me that her husband had given her a blessing on Sunday night. I was waiting until closer to the test. Our other friend joked about coming to our houses for a blessing. I hope she was joking and that a blessing is available to her. Both our husbands would be glad to help her out if it isn't.
As Steve blessed me last night, my fears were calmed. I know Heavenly Father is mindful of me, of all of us. I am still a little jittery today, but I figure that is Satan trying to make me doubt. I will be spending today relaxing and studying and hopefully by 4:00 this afternoon, relief will flood over me and I will be able to keep my job.
We hae been priviledged to have the missionaries teaching discussions in our home. This has given me an opportunity to reflect on the preisthood and it's authority. We are so blessed. I am so blessed.

Fruit of my Loins

2011-11-15T07:37:00.000-08:00

I have been told that I brag about my children. I am sorry if that offends people. I am not trying to be prideful and uppity, but I have been blessed with fantastic children. Each one of them has different and unique personalities. With that many different personalities, odds are that at least one of them would be a stinker. I have been told through the scriptures that the worth of souls is great. So using the word 'great; in that context, my children are great. They show me their divine qualities daily.
If I may be grateful for their strengths this day:
Stephanie: Strong and smart. Knows how to solve a problem and many times has helped me out of sticky situations. She is loving, talented and beautiful. She remains calm when I am not so calm. (Hey this is going to be hard to condense all their talents into a short paragraph!)
Jeremiah: Helpful to anyone that need his help. Determined. A fantastic father. His great heart is a comfort to me. As an example, he was so good to help us in the yard this spring while Steve was recooperating.
Marinda: always thinking of ways to help people out. (my children are very service oriented, which I am not. I am pretty self centered. I have no idea why they are so serving....they came that way?) Creative and talented. What a mother. She is loving to all. She also has a talent for making me laugh. I really need that at times. Beautiful.
Morgan: Confident. Talented (just like the rest). When I need pampering, she is right there. Again she loves to serve others. ( I am thinking that I need to change my ways and follow the example of my children). Smart. Business kind of smart. A fantastic mother also. Strong in testimony. Beautiful.
Lacey June: Smart (again!), Talented. Thoughtful. A fantastic wife (I already know she will be a great mother, but she isn't there yet) Forgiving and patient. Great at helping me relax with her pampering also. (Too far away now) meek. I think Lacey is one of those that 'will inherit the earth'. Beautiful
Hayden: Talented. Strong. a leader. Great at finding lumpy tense muscles. Only person that will sing with me lately. He gives me the music is life which I need almost as much as oxygen.
Carter; Steady. Helpful, makes me laugh. He does his chores consistently so I feel like I am not in the housework alone. A leader. A great friend. Steadly improving himself and becoming a great man. He is strong and silent when it is needed, but jumps in to help when the time is right. He is a very forgiving person. He also brings adventure to me life.
I sometimes wonder if I have to struggle financially because I am so blessed with the amazing children I have. I love them!

Not plain old children

2011-11-13T10:29:00.000-08:00

I am very grateful for my children...they will be praised later. Today I celebrate and give gratitude for the 'grand' little people in my life.
My grand children are such treasures. Sometimes the world beats up on me. Sometimes my children and husband let me know that I am not perfect. A lot of times I beat up on myself. I notice all things that I do that are not cool or focus on the areas where I am deficient. But not when my grandchildren are around. They look at me with perfect eyes. They love me because I am me. They don't see my imperfect body or lack of wisdom in all matters. So here's to you my precious ones.
Cory- always has a hug for me. Keeps the music alive in me. Let me practice being a grandma for the very first time with him.
Alaina- Let me witness her birth. Bonded with me instantly. Didn't care if I was fat. Calls me to chat.
Isabelle- loves to be a girl with me. I love to hold her hand. Smile melts my heart.
Ethan- tells me I am one of his best friends. Says 'Grandma' so cute. Loves to be with me. Makes buying super hero costumes so fun!
Colton-one of my favorite sounds is 'Hello grandma'. Sings with such gusto that I know he is mine. Keeps me on 'track'. Makes me laugh.
Liam- toddles over to me and wants to be held. Feels so good in my arms. Love his walk. Love his laugh
Tucker- when he smiles for me, I feel the secret communication of 'you're the best'. Strong and smart. I can feel how great his hugs are going to be.
Emma- Even though miles seperate us I love her with all my heart. Love her smile, eyes, hair...just everything. I love her cuddles. I can see what a personality she has already.
I love them all with all my heart...what am I doing with all that heart missing? Feeling blessed!

Fruit

2011-11-12T10:23:00.000-08:00

Thank goodness we have fruit. I love fruit. As I have learned to choose more wisely what I put into my body, I have a new craving. Fruit. I love it all. I enjoyed watermelon and grape season. It's apple time now. Soon my favorite apples will appear in the stores and I will savor their sweet juiciness. Every day I eat a piece of cheese (I have to eat protein) and then the best part is my fruit. Apples, bananas, grapes, melons you name it, it's all wonderful. I even love dried fruit. Craisins, raisins, mangos or apricots. It's all good! Is there a fruit that isn't good?

Who more than self...

2011-11-11T09:25:00.000-08:00

I love the third verse to America the Beautiful
Oh Beautiful for heroes proved through liberating strife
Who more than self their country loved and mercy more than life.
I can't sing that without emotion trickling from my eyes.
I am so grateful for heroes.
Today as I drove out of my driveway, I saw flags lining the streets of my neighborhood. I was thrilled. Thank you to the men who got up early to place those flags there.
At school, we had an assembly to honor the veterans of our country. A color guard from Hill Air Force Base presented the colors. My soul ached as I watched these heroes carry the standard of our nation in front of the hope of our nation. As we repeated the pledge of allegiance, I thrilled at the words that acknowledge my Father in Heaven and His hand in this great nation. I loved hearing the little voices that repeated that pledge with me and afterwards sang our anthem. Names of veterans were presented and the family members came up to be recognized. I had soggy eyes as I looked at the heroes that are family to our armed forces.
I love to read the Book of Mormon. Freedom was precious way back then. In Ether 2: 10, Moroni tells us that this is a land that is choice above all other lands. He also reminds us to serve our Heavenly Father to keep our freedoms. I am so grateful for that freedom. My heart is full as I think of the protectors. I pray that we will aways have a choice land where I can serve Heavenly Father without fear.

Water Baby

2011-11-10T07:51:00.000-08:00

I am grateful for hot water...no not the kind that I get into all the time. I am grateful that on a day when I feel bruised and exhausted, that I can feel warm water on my skin and let my body and spirit relax. It doesn't cost very much. It isn't an appetite that I need to control. It is just peaceful. I especially love to treat myself with sweet smelling bubbles on a hard day. I am blessed to be able to turn a knob and get any temperature water I need to clean, cook or relax. My ancestors didn't have this luxury. How many times do I take this for granted? I know that I am sad when someone else has drained the tank and I have to wait or clean myself in tepid water. Wow! How neat to live today.

Talents

2011-11-08T09:16:00.000-08:00

I am so grateful for the skills that have been given to me. I am especially grateful I can read. With that skill, I have been able to learn many other things. I am grateful for the ability to make new things. I am working on Christmas gifts for my parents right now. Iam grateful that I can do this. I hope the projects will turn out nice enough to give away.
I am grateful for musical talents. I love singing and playing piano. I am really loving learning to play the recorder and fife. I enoy my ability to enjoy other people's talents at making music also.
I am grateful that I can make food for my family. I am grateful I cn ride a bike. I am grateful I can drive a car and am independant.
I know where my gifts came from. The skills and talents that we all enjoy are gifts from Heavenly Father. I love to enjoy my gifts and yours!

Scriptures

2011-11-07T08:48:00.000-08:00

I was going to write something else, but scriptures popped into my mind. And I am very grateful for scriptures. I read Elder Scott's conference talk this morning before reading the Book of Mormon. We are going to study this talk for FHE tonight. But back to gratitude. I have had so many revelations in my life while reading the scriptures. When I have a problem and have prayed and tried to feel an answer, many times while I read the answer is just there in my mind. I can truly say that anything good about me has been fashioned by scripture study. From the first time that I completed the Book of Mormon, I have never stopped reading it. I don't say that to brag. I say that because I need that much help. I have learned to love others, forgive big offenses, parent with love, give service and many more things from my study. I hope I am starting to emulate these things and become a more Celestial person. That is my goal. Elder Scoot suggested that we memorize scriptures. I am committing to engrave more verses on my heart. I am thankful that the scriptures are so available to me. On paper pages or electronic screen, they are full of wisdom and inspiration. How blessed is that?

Parents

2011-11-06T01:00:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful for my parents. I have the greatest Mom and Dad. I was horrified to discover that I still need to run crying to the arms of my parents at the age of 53. But they are amazing and welcome me with their shoulders and faith. They did a fantastic job of raising me. I don't always choose the actions that will make them proud of me, but they hang in there loving me. I never tell them that I am grateful for them. Nor do I tell them that I love them enough. I think Heavenly Father is pretty smart giving us parents.
I am doubly blessed because my sweetheart's parents are pretty terrific also. Do you think I will grow up someday and be self reliant enough to not need my parents?

Angels

2011-11-05T01:00:00.000-07:00

I used to think that angels were seldom in service. Especially in my life. I thought they had a golden white glow about them and at the very least beautiful flowing robes of some ethereal fabric. I thought they appeared with heavenly music and a flash of light or something like that. My eyes have been open. I have seen, visited with and even hugged many angels in my life. They are in tune with the Holy Ghost and enter my life with love and listening and wisdom. I have written a post on angels before. I am so grateful for them still. I have angels surrounding me in my job. They are (I hope) eternal friends. I am surrounded by angels in my church service. I am surrounded by angels that were sent into my life at hard times. They taught me and loved me to right choices. I was born to a couple of cute angels. I have siblings who are angels. I have been blessed with long time angels that I hope to be able to purchase white M&Ms with and maybe a celestial card game? I bore 7 angels. And best of all I married an angel. I guess with all those angels in my entourage, it's okay to have a few trials to help me grow. Thank you angels, please stay by me!

Things That Work

2011-11-04T13:00:00.000-07:00

I am grateful for all the appliances at my home that work. We are warm, eat good food, store our food, clean our home, clean our dishes, clean our clothes, listen to good things, relax with a movie, groom ourselves and travel wherever we want to all because of machines that are working. I am also grateful that Steve has the talent to fix most things that have sick days. We have such ease in our lives because men were inspired to invent machines to help us. I am grateful for the time that is now available to me to use, extra time to help others or improve myself. How many days do I get in my car and drive wherever I want without thinking about the blessing of having a working car? How many loads of laundry do I wash and dry without feeling grateful that I can accomplish it so quickly? A vacuum works and curling iron heats up or the oven bakes yummy food. Aren't we lucky? No not lucky. Blessed!

Thankful Thinks

2011-11-03T11:09:00.000-07:00

Yes, I typed that right. I am going to commit to write as often as I can about the thinking I do about my blessings. Life has seemed very overwhelming lately, but as I pour my heart out to my Father in Heaven, I always try to thank Him for my blessings. As I start, they outweigh the problems that are looming before me. The problems are so bulky that sometimes I don't see all the blessings that flit around me all day long.
Today I would like to dedicate my thoughts to color and light.
I love light. I think that is why I struggle with winter. I love the way that it intensifies color. Aren't we blessed? I am grateful that my eyes can see. I am grateful for the beauty and magic that each new sun rise presents daily. I understand why Christ asks us to be light to the rest of the world. He wants us to intensify His gospel. He wants us to help those around us to see and feel His love. I am grateful for all that I am looking at today. I can read, play music, garden, ride my bike and numerous other things because of light. If I can be a light to others, maybe they can do marvelous things also.

It Was Incredible

2011-10-24T14:08:00.000-07:00

I got a visit from the Incredible Hulk today. He was moving fast. I was quite the celebrity with the students because of my visit. Enjoy!

Look at those muscles

The Incredible little brother

Happy Applekin

2011-10-24T12:51:00.000-07:00

It was a great festival this year. We collected about 50 gallons of juice. We had fun with old friends and new friends and as usual the grandchildren were fabulous. We laughed as they helped, played and rode the hayride. We forgot tohave them choose pumpkins, so I guess I will be able to carve a few pumpkins now. i am not labeling the pictures...just enjoy.

Sunday with a Star

2011-10-17T11:27:00.001-07:00

Ethan invited me to his Sacrament meeting this Sunday to hear him participate in the Primary Program. It was wonderful. He sang so well. He did his part so well. It was a great day for me. I loved when they sang 'Scripture Power'. On the chorus each child held up a Book of Mormon and sang "Scripture Power" with gusto. It was great. I was touched by the spirit in the meeting. I felt like I was sitting with angels. It was so fun to play with Colton, Liam and Tucker also. We invited the family for Sunday dinner. It was fun night. This was another one of those gifts that can't be bought for a price. I am blessed

A Hug and A Kiss

2011-10-14T11:28:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling very 'beat up' the past few weeks. Strange new experiences have left me feeling a little like I feel off my bike and have scraped up knees and elbows. Yesterday, I really felt like I wanted a hug and a kiss from my Heavenly Father to let me know that the pain will subside and I will have joyous days again. All day I waited for the hug and kiss. It came. Just like it always does. He sent an angel to talk with me. She soothed me and let me know that I wasn't alone. She made me smile and my heart lightened up. The lift in my spirits was what I needed to get inspiration to teach my children. Heavenly Father is there. I know that. Sometimes I feel like the outside of me is weak and weary, but my heart always knows. My prayers were answered once again. We may be living in depressing times, but the colors and sounds and smells of the world are glorious. He is coming. I can watch.

2011-10-05T13:58:00.000-07:00

We attended Steve's mission reunion. He served with two mission presidents. This reunion was for the VanWagnens. President VanWagnen passed away a few years ago, but Sister V. was there.

Steve was so excited to see his old companions and friends. I won't label them because one of my favorite people from his reunion doesn't want me publishing their picture. This way I won't get in trouble.

Steve' very favorite companion came from Maryland. We haven't seen them for 25 years. It was great. He is a super person also. As we were looking over the mission records, we saw the name of my new principal. I asked if she was related the the missionary on the list. She was! Husband. Something new for me to talk t0 her about!

Riding Along in an Automobile

2011-10-03T13:00:00.000-07:00

Great! Now that song is in my head. This past Saturday, we got a much needed play date with our friends Mike and Lesley. We enjoyed a beautiful autumn ride and listened to conference. It was glorious.

Yes we listened. I took a picture of the radio to prove that we listened. I guess I should have done a video...the picture doesn't really prove anything!

We ate lunch at beautiful Monte Cristo campground, an odd place, it closed all the bathrooms in the open campgrounds and closed the campgrounds by the bathrooms.

Lesley had a horrifying incident at the campground...but that is her story to tell.

I am grateful for good friends that value what I value. I am grateful for change and variety. Brilliant colors from the trees as they prepare their bedtime rituals.

It was glorious.

Flowers

2011-09-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

I was going to add a picture of some flowers...but you will just have to imagine. I am grateful for flowers. What a great gift Heavenly Father gave us. He didn't have to make them beautiful, but He did. I have been feeling my usual Fall downer. I felt like Steve wasn't listening or trying to help me and I was a little ornery with him. The next morning as I was reading to the kindergartners, in walks a beautiful bouquet of red roses with Superman behind them. It was so neat. There were a bunch of women in the library at the time. I think some of them got a little misty eyed. I finished with the class and got a wonderful hug from Steve. I have loved those flowers. They smell beautiful and the rich red color with delicate white Baby's Breath is treating my eyes. My sweetheart is so thoughtful. I think he is heading to perfection way ahead of me.
Then on Saturday night, President Uchdorf used a tiny beautiful flower to help remind me of my Heavenly Father's love and encouragement. I am certainly going to plant forget Me Nots in my yard. I want to remember what the five petals of the Forget Me Not stand for, the things that I am not supposed to forget.
That:
I need to be patient with myself.
The difference between good sacrifice and foolish sacrifice
Be happy now
They why of the gospel
The Lord loves me.
I making a reminder card to put in my Positive Book with more details. I needed that talk. I feel like Heavenly Father spoke to me and to all the women in my life that are pulling me along to the Celestial Kingdom.

Rising To New Heights

2011-08-29T11:56:00.000-07:00

I got to ride in a hot air balloon! Sure it only went up about 600 feet, but I loved it. I was starting to get a little nervous peering over the edge. The pilot asked if I was nervous. I said, "No". He then made the balloon do a quick dive. I screamed. But it was so fun. Maybe I should have done the zip drive at Girl's Camp.

The balloon begins to inflate

Mrs. Magalei and Chief inside the inflating balloon.

It looks so neat inside. this isn't even the hot air yet.

Here comes the hot air. It stands up next and the basket is ready to take you to new heights.

The white speck in the basket is me!

I was kind of crouching down after the balloon dipped. It was so fun. I wonder what it would be like to take a true ride. To soar over the landscape. I think it would be fun....but I might want a parachute just in case!

Working At the Bibliothek

2011-08-29T09:58:00.000-07:00

I am starting to feel like the library job is mine. I can check in and check out, add books to the catalog, print barcodes and spine labels, identify the AR levels and I even know where some of the books belong.

Hard at work

Dori helps me out. I love having a friend visiting me.

The 'kiva'. We are going to have a contest to rename this area. I would prefer The Galley or the Colleseum

My reading chair

Check in-Check Out

I cataloged, labeled and shelved these books!

This is the dream job. It just keeps getting better every day!

I work with fantastic people . I am meeting more fantastic people all the time. I love librarians!!

Treasure Morning

2011-08-25T07:51:00.000-07:00

I have to record this beautiful gift I received today. I started out on my bike ride at 6:45 AM. The sky was so beautiful, I had to ride slowly to watch the magic show. Just over the mountains there were beautiful Cumulus clouds. They were puffy and shaped just right for the glowing red that was painting them. I could see the power of the rising sun far below the other side of the mountain. It was gorgeous. I then looked westward and saw many more clouds, all colored with the same paintbrush. I wished a camera would have recorded what my eyes were seeing, but it was one of those pictures that you have to take with your memory. I also wished I could have sat and watched the sky for a half hour. As I rode, I watched the brilliance of the promised sun lighting the clouds. The western clouds were starting to shed their raindrops and the light revealed golden showers. It was so incredible against the red color of the clouds. I wish I could think of the right hue to describe the color....maybe there isn't a name for it yet. As I watched the sky, I was thrilled to see a rainbow forming in the long column of one of the clouds. Golden rain and a rainbow. The air itself was golden. I looked around me and saw our beautiful world. This is no accident. I felt close to my Heavenly Father and offered a prayer of gratitude. I asked Him what He wanted me to do today. I felt an answer to love all those around me. I am going to try very hard to do that. I watched the sky until it became blue and gray and felt as ordinary as ever. But I had a treasure this morning.

Bear Lake Shinnanigans

2011-08-24T19:29:00.001-07:00

Hey, I know I probably misspelled the title. We had a blast at Bear Lake. Because I only have a few minutes, I won't label pictures. We set up the shade. Brought our food and goodies. Played with the toys. Built sandcastles and fought each other with water and just thoroughly enjoyed the day.....no, I didn't get pictures of the power struggle between Hayden and Dad as they drove us.....up the canyon.

Meet Emma Jean

2011-08-01T13:53:00.000-07:00

I met the most lovely little girl. She has wrapped her fingers around my heart and I will never be the same. Her name is Emma. Here are a few pictures of her. I can't wait to go and chill with her again.

With Grammy and Popie

Sister Talk

Wow! What a Crazy Ride

2011-07-04T11:04:00.000-07:00

I am having a fantastic summer. I had the most wonderful time at Young Women's camp at Heber Valley Campground. When I am not so busy I will do a great post on that week. I also spent a great week with my grandchildren (Minus my two sweet Johnson grand children. Darn car problems!)
Here are some teaser pictures to let you know that I am alive an well. I really do hope to have a few quiet days this summer but so far............

Soocer Season

2011-05-22T09:02:00.001-07:00

I attended my first soccer game as a grandma! It was terrific.

Colton and his Mom and Dad came also. (Tucker too, but I didn't get a picture of him.)

I enjoyed Liam through out the game. He is such a cuddly gentle child.

Ethan is one good looking soccer player.

Treat!

Make sure to keep your eyes on the player performing somersaults.....that's our boy!

My New Favorite Nephew

2011-05-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

Meet my new favorite nephew, Reggie. I met Reggie last night at Grandma Johnson's house. At first I thought it was Kita that I was looking at, but all that feathery hair. Reggie was so excited to meet me. He literally jumped from Nancy's arms to mine. He kept kissing me and loving me. I was enthralled. I can't wait to see him again.

Isn't he a cutie!

(Sorry Tiffany, I know how you feel about animals!)

My Baby's Back

2011-04-26T11:02:00.001-07:00

I had my darling bike stolen from my backyard about a week ago. I have missed it. It was purchased from DI. The right brake is frozen, the tires are bald. It isn't what most people would covet. But I loved it. I have been borrowing other bikes and going to the Rec Center, but it has really dampened my exercising spirits. I had a feeling to ask the West Bountiful Police if they had a place to keep abandoned bikes. I went this morning to ask them about it and report some suspisious activites. The lady at the desk ask me to describe the bike. As I reminised about my old friend, she smiled and said," we have one bike and you described it perfectly" I got me little one back. It is sitting on my patio right now....with a big chain around it. I am praying for sunshine this afternoon. See you on the trail!

On the Trail Again, Just can't wait to get on the ....

2011-04-01T11:26:00.001-07:00

It is a beautiful spring day. I was so grateful to be able to ride in white Capri sweats, a T shirt and no heavy jackets and gloves that I decided to take you along for an adventure.

The tunnel was closed...who cares. I like to head south.

My favorite spot on the trail. I think I like the woodsy feel right here.

A hill. I used to dread them. I would have to gear down and pant up the hills, but now I remain at my top 'gearage' and cruise to the top. I even can ride standing up and pumping!

I tried to get a picture of some of the people on the trail that think they are very skilled riders. You know ...spandex, expensive ten speed, and all the gear. But unfortunately, gear does not make you skilled. Speed does not make you skilled. I like the skilled riders that are courteous and safe..."On your left" Is that so hard to say?

The 500 South tunnel. I always feel a sense on accomplishment when I reach this spot...I also know I am close to half way through my ride.

Hello Brian and Raelynne somewhere in this subdivision.

I made it to the 3.5 mile marker today. (I could have gone farther...time is an issue)

One on the many mini lakes on the trail. All full of frogs singing love songs. I also hear a meadowlark quite often at this lake.

The dreaded gates. I actually have learned the trick to riding through these. You have to be going so slow that you are actually accelerating. I have made it through them twice now without chickening out and putting my foot down.
Finally I end with a harbinger of spring. The Frog Lake Choir serenading us with "Here I Am Baby"
PS I won't tell you about the creepy snake this time. Ew-hoo-hoo-hoo

Spring Celebrated

2011-04-01T04:09:00.001-07:00

Isn't it a lovely blessing from Heavenly Father. I am so glad that it is bursting forth this week! The pictures are great memories.

Welcome Mark!

2011-03-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

We are excited to be welcoming a new family member this summer. Mark Lindsey (sorry if I misspelled the last name. I need to learn more!) asked Lacey to marry him on March 19th. We are tickled. He is a great guy and makes Lacey very happy. We are excited to get to know more about him. He is from Mendon Utah. They are planning to be married in the Logan temple in August. We are very blessed in our family.

Phinally Photographs

2011-03-14T06:30:00.001-07:00

Reading the required materials.

Nurse Jamie gives Carter an IV.

Carter before and after surgery.

Steve is carted away.

Steve and Carter have a visit before Carter is released.

Physical Therapy reminded me of an old folks home and recreation time.

The one legged pajamas.

Home at last.

Who Needs Lagoon for Thrills?

2011-03-11T09:38:00.001-08:00

We are having a wild week, full of drama. I think I have passed the melt down point and headed nicely to refinement(?) or confinement!
Steve, Carter and I left early Monday morning for LDS Hospital, in a comfortable, reliable...unlicensed vehicle. We purchased a Ford Escape because my baby car - Monte, is dying. I planned to get them both underway on their surgeries and then run register the car. I was very worried because we had the former owner's plate...we discovered that he had the wrong plate on the car. Stuff like that just makes me nervous. I just want to follow the rules.
The hospital put Carter and Steve in side by side rooms to prep, which made it nice for me. I just moved from room to room. The orderly came and got Steve and I was able to visit with Carter for a while. The nurse told us that it would be about 30 minutes before they took Carter. As it began to go on to 3.5 hours....I was a little concerned. Had they cut off Steve's leg? Was he dead? Were they afraid to come and tell me? It was a little stressful. (Knots in my shoulders type of thing.) Finally Dr. Edwards came into Carter's room. He had to take twice as long on Steve to get a good fit and straighten his leg. But the outcome was beautiful.
Dr. Edwards gave Carter a lovely purple "Yes" tattoo on his left knee and told us we would be leaving soon. Finally they came for Carter, outfitting him in the fashionable blue sterile hat. We walked to a 'room' (broom closet) called a pod. Because Carter is a minor, he had to have me there and privacy while talking to the anesthesiologist and nurses. All Carter wanted to do was push the nurse button. They answered our questions and away he went. The nurse told me the surgery would take about an hour. I told her I needed to take care of the car.
I made a mad dash to Farmington, grabbing a very dry peanut butter sandwich for a very late lunch and made it back to the hospital in an hour. I took my seat and began waiting...and waiting....and waiting. An hour and half later...in comes Dr. Edwards. Carter had more damage than they thought. He had torn his minicus also. It was a very long day. We took Carter upstairs to visit Steve and then I was able to bring him home....during the worst snow storm I have ever driven in. I have never been on streets that bad. I t took us over an hour to get home from the hospital. I was grateful for Hayden, who took over Carter's care while I retrieved his prescriptions and ice for the night. Oh, by the way...my trigeminal neuralgia is flaring up and I can't take care of it. (prayers?)
We have Steve home now, but he isn't doing terrific yet. He has a fever and is really in pain..also very out of it. We are hoping he will be turning the corner soon.
I have been blessed with terrific help. Hayden slept with Carter for two nights meeting his needs, Lacey gave up her Spring break to be here helping. Mark drove her here. Morgan and Marinda have been helping with all the little quirky things and feeding us. Stephanie came down from Logan to be nurse and take care of problems that I wouldn't have even realized were happening. Richard took Hayden for a much needed break. Alaina, Colton, Ethan and Liam have given me hugs and smiles. Paula Sallstrom, Arla Sasser, my parents and Steve's parents along with Bonnie have made sure we have food to eat. The bishopric has brought a very welcome visit. Mike Leger (oops Bishop) and Kevin Stevenson were on hand for a priesthood blessing last night. Jamey and Kenny gave Steve a blessing before the surgery. Our neighbor Kurt is standing by to help when he can. Thanks also to my fantastic co workers that are concerned. Carter's friends are taking good care of his social needs. I really appreciate all the phone calls and love that have come from everyone. If I missed anyone... know that I am functioning on about 4 hours of sleep a night. We will keep you informed! I have great pictures, but this isn't letting me post them. I will work on it in all my spare time.

My Tag is Showing

2011-03-02T17:22:00.000-08:00

Sooo, I wondered why Lesley didn't tag me, but it was okay because I am a little crazy right now. But I am thrilled to have something to blog about...It might get embarrassing.
Four places I go:
1.Meadowbrook Elementary
2. Leger's Store (Every Friday! to see my baby)
3. The Rec Center (oy, it isn't that great of a place)
4. Church
Four Favorite Smells
1. Any Flower
2. Chocolate, (Hey, I have to get it somehow)
3. Rain
4. Grass
Four Favorites TV Shows or Movies
1. Galaxy Quest
2. Oh, Brother, Where Art Thou?
3. Jane Eyre (Lots of heaving bodices)
4. One Foot in the Grave

Four Recommendations
1. Be grateful and notice everything Heavenly Father has given you.
2. Ask Heavenly Father to bless your every step.
3. Be nice to everyone you meet
4. Move over and share the road with you fellow travelers

Four people I'm tagging
1. My Mom!!
2. Lacey
3. Stephanie
4. Bonnie
Love you. Love doing this!

Mountian Man

2011-02-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

As promised, here are the mountain man pictures. Sorry Steph, the beard is gone. I think that was part of my Valentines present.

The Gambler

2011-02-11T06:36:00.000-08:00

I know that Steve looks great with his beard. I totally agree...I just don't like the hair. He wanted some pictures to remember it by. I think he looks a little like Kenny Rogers. I also asked him why he doesn't dress up like that on a date. More pictures coming. Steve as a mountain man. I think he is way handsome. It also gives him confidence. Yes, I notice that women at the Rec Center talk to you Steve!

Remembering the "Kneedy"

2011-01-25T17:03:00.000-08:00

We are scheduled for knee surgery. March 7th. Steve is getting a total knee replacement and Carter is having an ACL repaired. Same bat day, same bat doctor, same bat hosptial. You can bet I am taking pictures of that one. I love Dr. Edwards. I am sure he will let me get some good photos. I am looking for a sub for March 7th and 8th, then I might need to call on my sweet offspring and parents for a little support. No diaper changing will be required!

Hats ON for the Johnson Clan

2010-12-30T12:10:00.000-08:00

I made everyone in the family a new hat for Christmas. It was very therapeutic. I made them all pose with their hats on. I love seeing them in their hats. I love my family. The pictures will speak for themselves.

I Am Rich

2010-12-20T10:48:00.000-08:00

Before I start to get all caught up in the excitement of spending time with my family, I want to publish that I am a rich woman. I have had so many blessing this year. I am richly blessed with peace. I know my Heavenly Father loves me. He is so mindful of me. He has sent His spirit to comfort me all this year. He has showed me how to make 'weak things strong'. He has healed me and pulled pain from my body. He sends countless miracles mt way. This weekend was another example. I have been in terrible pain. This is the worst pain ever. (Remember that I have my children naturally, have had a C-section (Not natural!) kidney stones, tooth aches you name it) My pain is excruciating. I was supposed to speak in church yesterday. I was so excited. Yes, excited to speak in church. I had the opportunity to bear witness of my Savior. Then the pain hit on Thursday. If anyone has seen my in this pain, know that when I am with Steve alone, I scream. I bear it well when I have an audience. I was very worried. I wasn't able to open my mouth enough to eat, drink or brush my teeth without wishing for death. (Bad, Huh?) I prayed so hard. At one point before I was able to see Dr. Thompson, I prayed and told Heavenly Father that I couldn't bear it any longer. I would suffer whatever He wanted me to, but I couldn't take the pain without His help. As I lay crying after my prayer, I felt a feeling that I can only describe as loving hands caress my jaw and pull the pain from my face. I was able to work that day. Then after seeing Dr. Thompson, it felt even worse. I asked Steve for a blessing. I knew that I was receiving answers to my prayers, but needed a little extra boost with authority. Steve blessed me that I would be able to give my talk. AS I sang with the choir and played the organ, I still had plenty of pain. I can't smile for my life when it is hurting. As I stood to give my talk, I once again had a miracle. Then tenseness in my jaw relaxed. The pain was minimal and I was able to share the feelings of my heart. I acknowledge that Heavenly Father healed me at the pulpit. He is blessing me so much. I have learned about giving Him my problems. Then trusting. He always comes through.

New Clothes

2010-11-20T06:55:00.000-08:00

I just sent away for a few new clothes. I am starting to hate wearing those super baggy clothes.(yeah! I never thought I could have this much fun. Thank You Diabetes) I looked at the company's sizing chart and according to them I was a size 22. How disappointing. But I have been wearing an 18. So I just ordered by the size 18. They arrived yesterday. I was nervous and hoped I wouldn't have to save them for a month or so, but..... they are too big! I am just going to alter them and enjoy. I am so anxious ( anxious in a bad way) for the winter weather because I get better exercise by bike riding, but Richard Simmons is working on other parts of me right now. I have a new skirt that was back ordered. I am way excited to have something new for church. I am worried that I am going to start buying too many clothes now...our budget can't handle that!

Hooray for Hayden

2010-11-05T06:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the quality of this video. I own a very cheap camera, but I am happy to bring the contents to my blog. Hayden you did a wonderful job. This is just one of his fantastic solos at his choir concert. I hope you like the treat.

Carter's Solo

2010-10-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

Carter hates when we notice him doing something fantastic and compliment him. Hope he doesn't read this. He did fantastic on his solo last night. Clear, nice tone, perfect pitch. HE was confident and I was so 'happy' of him! Way to go!

Need A Hero?

2010-10-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

Hercules enjoyed a night on the town. Wasn't he handsome? Thank you Morgan for coming up with the costume idea and for sewing it.

Applekin Festival 2010- Installment Two

2010-10-13T17:06:00.000-07:00

I announced, "Let's smash apples!" I was amazed as everyone excitedly moved to the pressing area. Steve wasn't even there, but we were excited to get started. My mom, all the daughters, grandchildren and my nieces were ready to work. We had 4 people at a time slicing apples.

The little girls assigned themselves the task of putting the apples into the washing tubs.

Alaina even took a cloth and wiped the apples and put them on the cutting board. Jeremiah manned the disposal.

All the children were clustered around the bucket at the bottom of the pipe waiting for the first bits of smashed apple to emerge. The people who were involved last year were happy to let the 'greenies' do the work this year. Soon after the bucket was filled with pulp, Steve and Jeremiah took the pulp and put it in the 'racks'. (Racks are squares of pulp in meshy type cloth, stacked on top of each other and placed in the press.) Then they applied pressure to squeeze out the juice. It was fantastic. The juice is almost gone already. We still need to take Grandma and the Hulse girls their share. It was such a fun day. Bummer- I can't drink the juice. I will admit that I tasted about 1/4 cup. I don't feel it is really fair that I have to give up fresh squeezed apple juice along with chocolate. I haven't complained about the chocolate but......

Steve, the apple man

Applekin Festival - Installment One

2010-10-10T16:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Lacey!
October 9, 2010 marked the first official Johnson Family Applekin Festival. Named by reason of our bountiful harvest of apples and pumpkins. The afternoon's festivities began with all the family arriving. We also welcomed Grandma Hulse, Megan, Lauren, Lexi, Kathy Lambert and Mark Lindsey. The children were treated to 'hay rides' and an apple craft which consisted of T shirt printing. The hay rides were so well received that the minute the mower started they all ran from whatever corner they were in at the time to climb in the wagon. Even some of the not so young kids joined in. Thanks to Carter and Hayden for your careful driving skills. There was a 'photo- op' area set aside. We had a yummy dinner. A huge 'Thanks' goes to Jeremiah for cooking the Dutch Oven dinner. (I realized I was in over my head as everything started). The same 'Thanks' goes to Marinda and Morgan for all their pre- party help. In addition to the dutch oven feast we enjoyed chips and salsa, rolls, fruit and apple jello salad (see Pass the Salt for the recipe). Morgan brought Apple cake and Steve made Huckleberry ice cream. We took some time to wish Lacey a Happy Birthday. We wish her a great day tomorrow. Thanks for joining our family, Lacey. After dinner, we joyfully ran to the apple pressing area to begin smashing apples....wait that's the next installment. All the children were allowed to choose a pumpkin to take home with them. I declare the festival a success. I was so grateful to spend time with some of my 'love- dedest' ones. Thank you Stephand Rich for making the trip down. Thanks to Mark for bringing our Lacey. Thanks to Steve for his masterminded apple press.

The hayriders

The hay driver

The picture will have to say it all

Grandma and Liam

Making apple print shirts

Totally tired and happy

A Prophet's Visit

2010-10-10T11:16:00.000-07:00

Today, as I walked into Sacrament meeting. I noticed a gentleman sitting on the stand. I thought, "Hmm, that looks like Elder Oaks." But I know it wasn't really him. Then Steve came up to me and whispered, "Did you see Elder Oaks on the stand?" I was already seated front and center in my favorite spot on the third bench. Kind of intimidating. I was glad for the prelude music that helped me be reverent. The Spirit was amazing. I wondered if I would feel unworthy (which I did a little bit.) to be in a meeting with an apostle. Then I realized his calling is to testify of the Savior. I thought about how I would feel if the Savior was seated on the stand. I realized that I would be filled with joy and elated to feel the Savior's love in the room. I felt that love. It was a very spiritual meeting. Carter was passing the sacrament and was in charge of the stand. I watched as my youngest son walked up to an apostle and offered him the sacrament. It was a humbling and awesome feeling. Hayden was one of the lucky people that gave testimony during the meeting. It was beautiful and heartfelt. During Sunday school, Elder Oaks visited a youth class. It was Hayden, Joe, Chelsey and Mindy that were in the class. They all had born their testimonies.
In the third hour, we had a meeting as parents with the Young Men to discuss the new Duty to God program. Elder Oaks was in part of that meeting also. Steve asked him to bear his testimony. He was standing about 3 feet from me. I could feel his testimony. He taught the Young Men about the power that they hold. He taught them to use that power to serve others. It was a glorious day. I wish every Sunday could be like that. Most of them are. I still associate with strong and valiant spirits every Sunday. I am so blessed.

The 'Eyes' Have It

2010-10-05T06:02:00.001-07:00

I have one excited 16 year old boy at my house. He was asked to the Halloween dance last night. A knock was heard on the door and a girl he didn't know handed him a Trick or Treat bag with battery candles and a BUNCH of eyes. Joe and Hayden began searching through the eyes and found a few candies with letters on them. It took them a while to find them all and discover his 'admirer'. He had so much fun. Now we are trying to think of a clever way to return his answer. What a fun night that was!

The Note

Eyes of Chocolate and Gooey Rubber

All figured out

The eyes are on me

Give Me Back My Trail!

2010-09-14T16:28:00.000-07:00

Life isn't fair.
I have been told that many times and witnessed the truth of that statement many times. I have even been known to mutter that to my children. I came of age when the ERA movement was alive and well. I admit I didn't really understand a lot of the furor. Why were women asking for equal rights? I thought we, as women, had better rights in some instances. I think women should be treated with love, respect and perhaps a little awe. I thought women should be given equal pay for equal work, but realized that sometimes a woman may not have the physical ability to do everything a man could do. I was very conservative. I don't want the priesthood. I don't want to join the Army. But now I am mad. How come some cowardly, sick, perverted creep can take my right to a little free time and exercise by myself. I haven't heard any men being cautioned to not go out exercising by themselves. In fact, Steve just left on a bike ride by himself. He (out of love and protection for me...how romantic!) will not allow me to be on the trails by myself. I am following his advice, but still.... Sometimes I really enjoy walking or riding on the trails by myself. I can think things through. I can enjoy the beauties of the trail. I can feed my soul with the songs of birds and the rustling of grass without having to keep up a conversation with someone.
When this individual chose to attempt his attack, he violated that poor woman. He violated me. He violated every woman that chooses to try and pursue a healthy life style. We had something very precious taken from us. Yes, it was a wake up call that we live in evil times. Yes, we need to be wise. I just feel picked on because it didn't strike fear into the male population. I actually realize that the time is not too far distant when men will have to think about protecting themselves from predators. How much worse can it get? I think I am angry because I have had to give up a lot of my coping mechanisms. I have tried to replace them with healthier habits. Now that I love to exercise, I am not going to give them up.
Give me my right to release the stresses of the day .....on the trails. And by the way, you 10% of the bikers that are selfish, rude antisocial speed demons....warn us politely as you pass. Share the trails and smile at your fellow travelers once in a while. The trail is NOT a race training facility..nor your personal property.

To The Offspring of Stecky

2010-09-08T17:41:00.000-07:00

I was asked about the Christmas list recently. True to my word, I am posting it. Please check with your person(s) for gift ideas. I would like to have a place that you can publish a list of things you might like to receive as gifts. Any ideas? Maybe a private blog?
Here is the list along with some of memories of Christmas' Past.
To my other readers....hey, put your wish list down...it couldn't hurt!
Christmas 2010
Lamberts Hayden
Johnsons Carter
Townsends Lamberts
Goudys Johnsons
Lacey Townsends
Hayden Goudy
Carter Lacey

The year of the aprons

Cory enjoys the gifts

Alaina meets the Big Red Man

The Nativity...Hey I am still planning for us to do the Grandma Johnson party

May favorite...singing together

Here's to You My Angels!

2010-08-31T08:58:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago, I met an angel on the trail I was walking upon. I changed my direction and walked with the angel. I ended up going about 3 times further and much faster than I anticipated, but how do you quit walking with an angel when you start? This angel talked with me, sharing life experiences, giving me strength and listening to my heart. Thank you SF. You are an angel.
Many times angels 'walk' with me. Sometimes I don't recognize that they are angels because I think I am their mother. But as I am in their presence and feel the strength that they offer, I know that they are with me because they were sent by Heavenly Father. Thank you SL,JJ MT,MG LJ, HJ andCJ and the other halves of your heavenly teams.
This morning, I visited an angel's website. It was full of testimony of my Savior. It was full of divine music. It was full of hope and faith and encouragement. I felt sustained and renewed. Ready to make today a better day because of her music. Thank you Sally Deford. You are an angel.
Almost a month ago, an angel took me to a play. I have had a very hard summer. Full of anquish and worry. Full of pain and illness. Full of poverty and loneliness. My angels (one of them was male!), gave me an evening of fun and attention. It was fantastic. I felt very blessed because these angels have been in my life for almost 25 years. Thank you LL and ML. You are angels.
Every morning I wake up with an angel. A hard working, sacrificing, thoughtful angel. He listens to my cries even when he has no idea what I really want or need and tries to figure out how to sustain me. As I struggle with getting well, he has joined in my life style change, giving up his nightly ice cream orgies, and joining me in exercising daily. I came home this afternoon to the wonderful smell of salsa in my house and many little pint bottles cooling on the counter. He works so hard and thinks of all those around him. Thank you Steve you are my angel.
I want to be an angel sometime. I am learning to be grateful and aware of others needs. Sometimes I am scared and uncomfortable and don't take care of those around me like I should. But, I am grateful for repentance and new chances. I guess I thought angels are people that aren't having struggles, who look for weary travelers and lighten their loads. I am learning that angels are having growing pains of their own, but have hearts that can take care of brothers and sisters around them.
I know I have blogged this before, but....here's to all the angels in my life. Thanks for taking me 'home'

The Family That Bikes Together

2010-08-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

Family fun as we took a 'bike hike' yesterday. We all dragged our bicycles up the trail and headed north. It was a lovely day. We had a lot of fun. (How could you not have fun when with the Johnson family?) On the ride two turtles, a muskrat and numerous cows were observed. Liam rode in style behind Jamey. Colton and Ethan enjoyed a ride together behind Kenny. We will definitely be doing this again.

Ethan wanted to ride his own bike, but we talked him into a relaxing ride.

Zooey thought about joining us. We are so glad she didn't...someone would have had to carry her home.

Pulling the bikes up the bridge

Easy riders

Our 'Heaven's Angels'

Watching the turtle

Popsicle refreshments on returning home...pity the Popsicles match their shirts!

Changes

2010-08-08T13:09:00.000-07:00

As I was enjoying 'My Pictures', I was shocked by how much people have changed in just 5 years. What do you think?

Little Carter and Derek at Cub Country...I loved going with them

Huge changes in Caitlin, Lacey, Hayden and Carter...taken at the zoo

Hayden receiving his Arrow of Light

Maybe they haven't changed that much...but a great blackmail picture

The Latin dancers...which I haven't seen for a while. Note that the yard changed also-no patio

Meet Fredadiah

2010-07-20T09:42:00.000-07:00

Fredadiah- The Nephite Tree
We were able to perform a service while in "Book of Mormon' times. 23 trees were donated and each tribe was able to plant a tree.

Some of the hard working hole diggers. We wished we had more shovels for the rest of us to 'supervise' with.

We were told they were $100.00 tress and needed a $200.00 hole. Our tribe worked hard and encouraged each other.

It really is hard to supervise without that shovel to lean on.

We were one of the first tribes finished. Elder Wall came by and told us to name our tree. The tribe chose the name Fred. It didn't sound very Book of Mormonish. so we added the 'adiah'.

Jenna checks the depth of the hole. Fred is ready to be planted. Our girls posing.

Fredadiah is a honey locust. He is planted on the northeast corner of the ball diamond close the to back stop. We are going to be watching him. We are praying that he lives and gives good shade in the years to come.

Chelsey gives Fred a nice long drink. Live, Fred, Live!

This was a very fun service project.

Captain Moroni

2010-07-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

Of course I loved Captain Moroni and his cute 'minion'. It was so fun to see my boys in the reenactments. I loved the Title of Liberty.

Isn't that the cutest Nephite Warrior?
It was a miracle that I got to see it. Hayden started a migraine headache Thursday morning. He doesn't often get them, but when he does- they knock him off his feet. We gave him an Ibuprofen at camp. I had forgotten that he was acting that morning. I figured he might have to sleep it off that day. When he reminded me that he had a part that morning, I took him to the medical tent. There, they started to work on him. Ginny Wood came to talk to me. They had decided to 'up' the Ibuprofen. I suggestion a blessing. Steve and Bishop Hadlow gave him the blessing. Then Etsuko Chidester worked him over with peppermint oil.
An hour later, Hayden was playing his part. No pain. I was so glad the Heavenly father was looking after Hayden. I know he would have still gone on, but it was so nice to have him perform without the pain.

Captain Moroni was so hot! The scripts wording...not mine.Notice the cool spear Carter is holding.

Praying for Liberty.

Hoisting the Title of Liberty.

Garments cast at Moroni's feet.

Posting the Title of Liberty.
It was one of my favorite experiences.

And it came to pass that he rent his coat; and he took a piece thereof, and wrote upon it—In memory of our God, our religion, and freedom, and our peace, our wives, and our children—and he fastened it upon the end of a pole.
And he fastened on his head-plate, and his breastplate, and his shields, and girded on his armor about his loins; and he took the pole, which had on the end thereof his rent coat, (and he called it the title of liberty) and he bowed himself to the earth, and he prayed mightily unto his God for the blessings of liberty to rest upon his brethren, so long as there should a band of Christians remain to possess the land—
For thus were all the true believers of Christ, who belonged to the church of God, called by those who did not belong to the church.
Alma 46 12-14

Sons of Helaman

2010-07-15T11:08:00.000-07:00

Felicia was able to play the part of a Ammonite mother.

As I watched the stage fill with the young men of our stake, I felt my 'mother heart string' begin to tug. There were strong, handsome, courageous and honorable sons of God standing before me. I looked at the sons of friends and my heart tugged for them also. I know the wonderful mothers in our stake.

They stood with their spears, tapping the ground and singing, "We are as the army of Helaman. We have been taught in our youth..." They are on the right path.

Carter is behind the boy in dark brown.
"Now they never had fought yet they did not fear death; and they did think more upon the liberty of their fathers than they did upon their lives; yea, they had been taught by their mothers, that if they did not doubt, God would deliver them. And they rehearsed unto to me the words of their mothers, saying: We do not doubt our mothers knew it." Alma 56:47-48

Hayden is the very back guy on the left. Tyler, our tribe son, is 3 guys over from Hayden

Fearsome aren't they?

Studying War

2010-07-14T09:55:00.000-07:00

The wars were a riot. They also had lessons to teach. Our tribe got to be the Anti Nephi Lehi group in one of the wars. They all ran to get their swords and shields. President Eckman reminded them that they had made a covenant not to use their weapons and made them return their weapons to the bins. They suddenly realized that they were going to be killed. The whole group joined hands, walked to meet the Lamanites and sang. It was effective.

Swords joined together in victory
There was also a war involving the 2000 stripling warriors. All the 14 and 15 year old boys were taken and given their instructions. They could be hit 30 times and even then they did not die. They could take a knee and still swing a sword. The wars were very exciting. The chief judges (Stake Presidency and Bishop Anderson) would incite great fervor in their groups. After the stripling warrior war, all the young men put their swords together.

See the flour bombs a flyin' . Chelsea Marsden and Hayden covered with the rain of war
There was a flour war....enough said. I was drumming for that war and still got clobbered a few times. In the wars, you were supposed to keep track of how many times you were hit and 'die' when that number was reached. In the flour war, I think only the Stake Presidency was counting hits or they were the prime targets, because they were the only four people I saw prostrate on the battle field.

The final battle commences. The word awesome doesn't quite describe the feeling as they charged down the hill.
The final battle was emotional also. There was President Eckman's nation at the bottom of a hill. They were the Nephites. I was drumming then also. We could hear the three other nations being readied for battle. They were cheering and beating their swords on their shields. Then over the top of the hill they ran. It was all over in a few minutes. We watched Mormon and his remaining men fight. We watched Mormon instruct his son Moroni to preserve the records. The entire camp watched reverently as he hid the records. No one spoke as we watched him walk out of sight. It was powerful.

Meet Our Tribe

2010-07-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

We had the best kids in our tribe. They were kind to each other and a lot of fun to be with. I want you to meet them.

Kohle- our lead warrior

Richmond

Emily

Tyler

Felicia

TK

Cheylee

Alan

Jenna

Chelsey

Kaden
We studied the Book of Mormon stories together and lived it. They never complained about anything we asked them to do. And some of the stuff was kind of scary. They appear in these pictures with war paint.

A Mighty Change of Heart

2010-07-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

Wow! I am so blessed to have been able to attend this Youth Conference. As we gathered at the church on Tuesday morning, I was a little apprehensive because I had been gravely ill the week before. The room was full of excitement as the youth arrived. As we watched the first reenactments, I felt the Spirit wash over me. I knew it was going to be fantastic. I loved the surprise of Alex Boye` walking on stage to sing his song. Over the next few days I will share some of my favorite parts of the conference.
First of all, meet some of the tribe.

They were so fun. We love them all. I will be introducing them in the next few days.

I cried more than I expected I would. My first tearful experience began when we were told that Alma had been found. We went to the "Waters of Mormon". There we reverently watched Alma baptize some of the youth. Chelsea Marsden sang a beautiful rendition of I Believe In Christ. She was joined in a duet by our own tribal daughter, Chelsey Brown.

It was so beautiful. The Spirit was so strong. Carter was one of the youth baptized. I was so touched. "...The waters of Mormon, the forest of Mormon, how beautiful are they to the eyes of them who there came to a knowledge of their Redeemer; yea,and how blessed are they, for they shall sing to his praise forever. " Mosiah 18: 30

I love the Book of Mormon. I have started it again. In the very first chapter it testifies of my Savior.

'Lore-ing' The Scouts

2010-06-21T16:39:00.000-07:00

Hayden is spending his summer weeks earning money at Camp Tomahawk. He is teaching Indian Lore. We spent last week driving to the Uintahs...three times. We are so glad that he has a bus to ride for the rest of the summer. He already is some kind of legend up there. We are always amazed when we walk into a group of strangers and hear our son's name called with joy. "Hayden's here! I missed you Hayden. Hayden is back" It kind of gives me some pride, but I am happy he makes friends.
Here are some pictures of his 'home', work site and the camp.
Have fun this summer Hayden!

A Strong Dress Rehearsal

2010-06-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

This past week was Dress Rehearsal for 2010 Strong. It was a blast for me. I tried not to watch the reenactments because I want to be surprised at the actual event. I loved watching the boys transforming. I must say, Carter is a very believable Zoramite and Hayden makes a great Captain Moroni. We just need some sandals or something better than the tennis shoes. I am so proud of my boys. They are so much fun.

Going Tribal

2010-05-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

I am getting excited for Youth conference in a few weeks. 2010 Strong. (Don't hit the 'i', it becomes 2010 'String'.) We need 8 sets of clothes for the family. At first, it felt like a chore, but I am really enjoying designing and sewing our tunics, head wear and belts. I have machine embroidered a design on everyone's outfit that let's us remember we are Johnsons. Here is a mini fashion show.Mine is looking like 'costly apparel'. Steve will make a great Tribal Leader in autumn colors and turquoise stripes. Hayden wanted long sleeves. and "Thanks" to Tiffany Sowby for making Carter's tunic. I added the red at home to liven it up. Won't we look like Nephites and Lamanites?

Celebrating Grandma Sarah

2010-05-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

We said 'Good-bye' to Steve's Grandma Sarah Johnson yesterday. It was a lovely day. Her funeral was full of memories and good music. Her Stake President was also her home teacher. He conducted and spoke. He bore a strong testimony but spent most of his talk remembering our grandma. He knew her sweetness and love the way we did. Grandma Johnson was so loving to me. I always felt accepted and loved in her presence. I will miss her.
The children of Sarah Mae Newby, Eldon, Lyn,Bob,Bruce,Linda,Norma and Alan
I was so grateful to have the time with Steve. I love to be alone with him in the car. We get our best communication going that way. I hated to see the trip end. We definitely don't get enough alone time. We have been married for thirty-one-derful years on one week from today. Because of our crazy work schedules next week, we will be dragging out the celebration for days!Below: Shoshone Falls-note the beautiful rainbow. Super man at the falls. What is he doing with that bucket at the rest stop???

Accolades to Cory

2010-05-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

We were invited to Cory's Preschool Graduation last night. What fun it was. He regaled us with song and antics. I loved watching his actions in the songs. He especially loved the tassel on his mortar board. He would pull on it until his board was covering his ears. He knows his stuff. I am very proud of him. It was great to visit him at his home afterwards. My grand kids are wonderful.
Isabelle was so much fun also. She put on her purple tutu and danced a 'purple' dance for us. Then Cory did a great 'black' dance. He started a 'blue' dance, but couldn't finish because his dad wouldn't start the music. What a good time!

The Sun Garden

2010-05-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

Steve was such a sweetheart and tilled up the tiny little lawn we had by our patio. He then moved large bulky stones to make my path. We added a wall with purchased blocks. This is the sun garden. We are currently looking for the perfect sundial and searching nursery sites for specialty day lilies to add to it. We are going to divide some of our bounteous perennials to fill up the garden. I love it. I also got all the planters filled.

I love this 'Picasso" petunia I found. I can't wait until it spills over the edge of the pot. ...Maybe Hayden will watch for it and quit bumping his head on the pot!
I am hoping for a mini garden of Eden.

Tribute to Children

2010-05-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

I really might have a Children's Day sometime. I want to celebrate my wonderful children. The past few weeks have brought some blows to my ego. I have felt like the world's worst mom. I know that I make mistakes and try to fix them. I am also willing to own my mistakes. I know that I am far from perfect. With Mother's Day coming I was feeling a little apprehensive. No need to do that. My children took care of me.
We woke up and went to a great Sacrament meeting. We were joined by Morgan, Colton and Lacey. After church, I came home to a freshly made bed. Carter had a leader drive him home during Sunday School to do that for me. He made me a cute note also.
I loved being outside in the glorious fragrance of the lilacs, where Steve brought me an icy glass of homemade apple juice- the good blend! We enjoyed the songbirds and breezes with the subtle notes of the wind chimes. I remembered how Hayden had stayed up late to rub my feet and pamper me.
Morgan arrived in a while and I thoroughly enjoyed her company. She was soon joined by the rest of my adorable children. I was showered with gifts. Carter gave me a miniature rose. Hayden some chocolate cherry sticks, Lacey is making me a beautiful cross stitch. Morgan gave me Cuttlebug Accessories. Marinda gave me fun paper for cards. Jeremiah and his family brought beautiful pictures (love the subjects in those pictures), flowers and a chocolate pretzel. And Stephanie and Richard brought music. I loved it all. My sweet daughter in law Marian really must have felt how much I needed her. I just loved the whole day. We played Barnyard Croquet and the day just raced by. I am so blessed. It all began with being married to Superman...but that story is coming in a few weeks.
Thank you! Thank you to my perfect children. I think the best thing about Mother's Day were the notes from my children. I will treasure them always!Thank you to my mom, who loved me and gave me the gospel. Thank you to Mom Johnson for Superman! Thank you to my grandchildren with their unconditional love.

Silent Angel

2010-03-08T16:19:00.001-08:00

Today is a day to reflect on how much our Father in Heaven knows and how little I know. Twenty four years ago today, I held a silent angel in my arms and with my heart full of questions, I put my trust in the arm of the Lord. As I held a perfect little body, sleeping in my arms and marveled that all he had to do was open his eyes and breath for me, I was full of fear and sadness, but strengthened by the power of the priesthood. I wanted my baby to be with me, but I knew that he was in a far happier place and with our Savior.
As I began the grieving process, I thought I would never feel happy again. I didn't want to feel shock, anger, despair and finally reorganization. I studied all the steps and dreaded all but the last when I would be 'normal', but I soon realized that I would never be innocent eyed again. I also realized that I had a choice to make. Better or Bitter. I choose better, I just hope I am succeeding.
This morning, I got an email from my best friend. Which brought warm tender feelings.....I was crying as the first graders marched in (will they use it against me?). I also walked into my bedroom after work and was startled by a vibrant beautiful bouquet of fresh flowers sitting on my nightstand. It has made me feel very tender. As I was driving to get Carter and listening to some inspirational music, I felt the tears coming. Why? I have been fine for years. I started to realize that although my little one was in a celestial place, he hasn't been with me. I haven't been blessed with his personality the way I have with his siblings. I don't know if he is a natural leader, a server of his mankind, a musician. Is he gregarious and outgoing, or shy and quiet? I have felt his presence from time to time and know he is a valiant spirit. I look forward to my time with him.
I listened to the Tabernacle Choir sing, " He lives and I shall conquer death." I already knew that. Thank you for your thoughts for me today. It has been a great day.

Go, Go, Go Carter

2010-03-03T08:12:00.000-08:00

I am excited to see Bountiful Junior Highs production of Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat. Carter will be the cutest brother as Zebulon. I am frantically making costumes. One of which I think I blew, but I was just following the pattern. I have 10 tickets for Friday April 2nd, if anyone wants some. If you want to get your own, they are on sale in the mornings before school. 7:30 - 8:00. Priced at $5.00 for adult -$4.00 for under 11. Tickets are selling out fast. It runs March 30th through April 2nd. Carter has been practicing hard. I can't wait to see it.
Go, go, go Carter- you are the one.

Can You Feel the Excitement?

2010-02-15T12:19:00.000-08:00

I am feeling a whisper of spring. I have no signs, just a feeling in the air. I am putting away all the snowman and Valentimes (for you Hayden) stuff today and looking for my spring tablecloths. Every time I walk by a garden I am searching for little reddish green tips of tulips. Or straight and strong towers of future daffodils. I have totally forgotten where I planted my bulbs last fall so in a few weeks, I will be excited to discover the balm of spring. I remember the spring colors, the tall purple iris, the sunset hues of the tulips. I even love the little weeds already trying to push a place into the garden. Sorry little weeds, you will have to look for a home somewhere else, but I love your color. I am picturing the apple trees with their pale pinks, and the peach tree with it's brilliant pink. I am listening for the love songs of the birds as they find a new home for their babies (sorry Lesley). I know that in the coming weeks I will be able to sleep with my window open and fall asleep to the lullaby of the frogs. Can anyone bottle that incredible fresh smell? And my favorite holiday is already decorating my mind. This has been worth the wait. This is worth enduring a cold and worse dark. I love the light. It's coming!!!!

Winter Has Me In It's Grip

2010-01-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

Boy, does it ever. This seems to be an especially hard winter for me. I am feeling like a tree with no leaves, cold to the bone and my sap seems to be frozen. Add to that - things keep breaking- cars (thanks Steve for fixing mine) computers- (thanks Jamey for fixing that) hearts- working on that one. I have contention all around me. I don't like that. How many weeks until we can fire up the barbecue? The good part is that I should have an exceptional spring!

Superman's Super Snow Man

2010-01-02T17:30:00.000-08:00

I told Steve I wanted a snowman. I love snowmen, a love I share with Ethan. Mu house is decorated in snowmen right now. We also love our snow man dishes. Steve assembled this on his birthday. Carter helped with the general shape then was distracted building a snow fort. I told Steve that I wanted a little fire pit in front of the snowman to put a candle in...it looked great. Steve even found the perfect arms. It was especially cool looking at night. We kept going out to look at him. Ethan had a great time throwing snowballs at him, trying to douse the candle. Carter changed his hat for a World War 2 helmet. But I love my snowman. He is looking very saggy. Hmmm. If you haven't read "Snowmen At Night" by Caralyn and Merk Beuhner, you should make the effort. An interesting story that explains why snowmen look saggy. I usually start looking for spring as soon as Christmas ends, but I am hoping for another good snowstorm. We have ideas for some friends for our little snowman. Any suggestions on what to name him? If you haven't seen him yet, it's probably too late. He's terminal.

There's one good thing about snow, it makes your lawn look as nice as your neighbor's. ~Clyde Moore.

Tree Trouble

2009-12-20T05:36:00.000-08:00

I have had a Christmas tree glut. I decorated:
My living room tree,

Our Angel and moose tree. Try and figure that one out!

My science room tree-took it down and redecorated it in the library,
my music room tree-took it down and redecorated it in the boys room,

I always love this little glowing tree

Lacey's Aggie tree- she took it down and redecorated it in her room, and I helped my mom with her tree. They all bring a little jingle to my heart. Although, we have found that you can't put a cheap tree over a heat register. Strange things happen.

Go Aggies!

The first time the boys room tree fell over, it awoke Hayden. He immediately blamed Zooey, but she was asleep by him. Then he blamed Carter. Carter was asleep in the family room. We 'Jerry-rigged' it back up. About an hour later, it fell for the last time. Shall we give it a decent burial or try and make a wooden stand? (they don't melt)

Oh Dear!!

2009-12-09T18:58:00.000-08:00

I just had to take Hayden to his practice and when we started the car, I saw this big old head looking at me from my patio by my lilac bushes. I asked Hayden, "Is that a deer?". We decided it was.Then we looked into the garden and each saw another deer....not the same one. I pulled the car so the headlights shone on the garden and another fawn jumped into the garden from the lower yard. They weren't nervous about us at all. Four deer in our yard at once. I took Hayden to his practice , did some light shopping and when I came home they are all bedded down in the gardens. I threw out four old apples and they didn't move at all. I tried to take their picture, but that wasn't cool. They left. I think I can hear them going down the driveway. I hope they aren't spying for Santa Claus!

Deck the Halls

2009-11-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

I have been working on enjoying the Christmas season. I have decked my halls, Lacey's halls and am working on decking the halls at school. Marinda helped me put a tree in the music room. I still need to find some music themed ornaments for it. I am putting up a tree in the science room window tomorrow. The food drive will also kick off tomorrow. I am in a busy groove. My goal was to learn to love Christmas this year....but I feel the old dread sneaking in on me. I love the gift we were given and reminded of at Christmas time. It's just the worlds sense of gluttony that I am sick of. To combat that, I plan to sing (as soon as I recover from this cold), bake, listen to music, enjoy concerts, enjoy parties and love the people in my life. Will that be enough to make the season bright?

Christmas Gifts

2009-11-13T09:13:00.000-08:00

Here is the schedule for Christmas Gifts for 2009. If you aren't family...feel free to give to whomever you like. Just kidding.
Lamberts give to Lacey
Johnson Hayden
Townsends Carter
Goudys Lamberts
Lacey Johnsons
Hayden Townsends
Carter Goudys

Plan on $25.00-30.00

Ouch!!

2009-11-12T20:41:00.000-08:00

I have not had a terrific week. An interesting one, but I am glad it's almost over. On Monday, I had another experience that has made me 'first grader shy'. If you want to know...come see me. Then on Tuesday, I was running out my back door to give my neighbor her 'late' birthday gift. I planned to pick up Hayden from Marinda's tutoring school after that. (thanks Marinda!) I was wearing my stupid clumsy shoes and holding the gift. Out the door I ran and tangled my feet in Bianca's rope. I stumbled and stumbled for what seemed like forever, my heart leaping to my throat. I didn't want to drop the gift and save myself because I worked hard on that gift. (I swear this happened in slow motion.) Finally, I can tell I am not going to remain upright under any circumstances, so I throw the gift to the safest spot I can think of (under stress). Then I bit the dust. Literally. Bit the dust. It was gross. My head banged hard into the ground and my knees started screaming about the injustice done to them. I choked out Carter's name as I thought I could hear him. He and Paul sauntered over. When they saw me, they sprang into action. I told Carter I needed the gift delivered and I needed Dad. ...He delivered the gift and then got Steve. Paul stayed by my side asking,"Are you alright Mom? We need to fix that so it isn't dangerous." I am bleeding from my mouth (which was still full of dirt). I kept saying I was okay, but I really wanted Steve to help me in the house and start crying. Which I did. Steve cleaned the wounds with Hydrogen Peroxide....that burns...I really started crying..sorry kids for any time I might have used that on you. I had a hematoma on my forehead. (Just a huge bruise now), a scrape that goes from my fore head to my chin, a huge fat lip that feels like it will open up if I laugh,and my lips feel like they are peeling off. And prayers are a little tricky. Wednesday, Ethan and his family came to visit. He was a little shocked. I started joking that a kiss would make me better. Then I started chatting with his mom. A few minutes later, he asked me to pick him up and he gently kissed my face to make it better. What a guy! Alaina also saw me Wednesday morning. She was fine. She knew Grammy would still be the same. I am thankful I didn't break an arm or teeth. I am grateful for my loving family. I am grateful for grand children's kisses. I hope for a brighter next week.

Carter McKay

2009-10-31T06:24:00.000-07:00

Carter on the fifty miler last summer.
I remember the night before Carter was born. I cherished our last few hours alone together. Then the wild ride began! Carter had a dramatic entrance into the world. He has loved being on stage since. Carter is the life of the party. I am so proud of him. He is talented in music, although he keeps it quiet. When I can get him to sing, he has a beautiful voice. He is working hard to improve himself and his grades. Sometimes he is the only one around to keep me company. He is so creative. He can take someone else's junk and create something out of it.
Our favorite story about Carter: When I was in the Primary presidency, Carter had a hard time keeping his little body on those hard molded chairs. Many weeks, I would sit at the front, pointing at him and with a hoarse whisper, command him to arise and sit. One day, the song lady, told all the children she was looking for reverant children to help. Hayden was the first child chosen. He did a fantastic job of holding the picture and as he returned to his seat, Sunbeam Carter stuck his thumbs in the air and proclaimed loudly. "Way to go Hayden, Now you can be baaaad." I was horrified at the moment, but still chuckle when I think of it.
Carter is my baby boy . What a hard place to be. Never having seniority enough to 'battle' his way into shotgun. Having a myriad of parents. Always picked on. But Carter is the person all the grandchildren search out when they come to play. His name is one of the first we hear. He is always ready to play with them.

Carter loves to paintball.

Carter loves to do pull ups on my doorjambs!!! I had allocated one doorjamb he can pull himself up on, but he keeps forgetting. One of these times we will be replacing the trim. He also has double jointed shoulders. Creepy! I don't know if that is going to be helpful in wrestling or not! Carter is also a wrestler. You have to when you have an older brother picking on you.
Carter loves going to scouts and his leaders. He can often be found at his leaders homes scrounging food from them. He recently was elected to Order of the Arrow and in enjoying that. (See a more recent post.)
I appreciate his spirituality and kindness to others. He is helpful and tries to be friends with everyone. As I listen to the boys talk, (Yes, I eavesdrop!) I hear them put each other down. Carter is usually the one trying to make peace.
The earth is a much better place with Carter on it.

Hayden Hunter

2009-10-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hayden with a special friend at his surprise birthday party
Hayden was a bonus baby. I knew I had two more children, but Steve kept saying 'no'. Finally the Spirit let Steve know and we prepared to welcome a new member of the family. I remember when he was born, I thought I had won some kind of heavenly sweepstakes. He had a deep voice as a baby and fuzzy hair that grew into ringlets as he got older. I couldn't cut them off. One day while bathing him, I noticed his hair was half way down his back. That is when we decided to make him a big boy. Does anyone remember his 'man voice' from Jr. Primary?
All too soon he grew up. But another treasure unfolded. When he 'tooted' his first horn, the music in him got a release. He is full of music. What joy he brings to me. He sings, plays guitar, trumpet, a little piano and can pretty much make any instrument he touches relinquish a song. He loves to sing with the family, which was pretty small last family night. Carter wasn't in a singing mode, Dad was at work, so it was just Mom and Hayden. I have to say my voice isn't right on these days and I felt pathetic at first. Soon we had it down. What a great way to end Family Home Evening. I also enjoyed a great band concert with him last night. I even heard his solos!
Hayden is a leader. He is very active in the Boy Scouts Order of the Arrow. He has even encouraged Carter to participate. When Hayden decides something needs to be done, he is ruthless until it is done. (I think he is starting to think about homework that way!!! Yipee)
I try not to be prideful, but it was so much fun experiencing "Singing in the Rain" with him. I was awed that he could tap dance so well with the few lessons he had. He sang great. Acted great and I was thrilled. Lina and Don in costume
He seems like he is older than his years, which concerns me sometimes. I am grateful that he has a testimony and goals to serve to the Savior. I am 'happy' of the way he is planning his life. Hayden after the family camping trip. Wasn't that fun ?

Check it Out!

2009-10-16T07:03:00.000-07:00

Thanks Bonnie, this was great fun!
http://monstermashup.com/07c37f
or this one
http://www.monstermashup.com/fdb84a
or this one
http://www.monstermashup.com/609e4d

Long Live The Queen

2009-10-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

Lacey with some of her nieces and nephews on her birthday

As I was expecting my 5th child, I hoped with all my heart it was a girl. I don't know why. I already had three fantastic girls. I should have been hoping for a brother for Jeremiah, but I wanted another little princess. I was rewarded with another sweet daughter. We couldn't choose a name for her. Finally we decided on Melissa June. Melissa after a distant Johnson grandmother and June after a favorite aunt of mine. As we brought our treasure home, we realized my brother's new stepdaughter was named Melissa. I decided we needed a nickname. The kids tried Lizzie...I didn't like it. I came up with Lacey. It stuck! Lacey became the Queen of the House. She even told Morgan that one day. "I am the Queen of this house, Morgan!" May I say, her reign has been superb. She is such a great person. She takes good care of her parents. She is a driven person, graduating with a 4.0 from high school She paid for her college with her hard work. I don't know if she is a 'True Aggie" or not. (Don't want to know that!) But she is probably the most loyal Aggie they will ever find. She has the greatest room mates ever. I am grateful to them for watching over my baby girl. Lacey is a talented swing dancer, recently dancing with the 'A' team. She has a beautiful voice which I miss so much. I love to sing with her. She also gives a terrific foot rub. The family lines up at parties for a little attention Lacey on our family camping trip...hey, it could have been a bathroom picture!

from Lacey. She is talented in the domestic arts...sewing, cooking stuff like that. She was the president of the FCCLA her senior year. (I think I have the right initials.) It was a group of talented seamstresses, chefs, etc.
Lacey loves her nieces and nephews. Thanks to the siblings for bringing them to visit when she is home.
She is such a great friend to me. It has been really hard to have her leave for school. The house is empty with the queen away! Lacey on her Senior Choir trip. What a cutie!

Check it Out!

2009-10-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

I hope you go through the "Favorite People" to the side once in a while. New surprise there! Also the Monster Mash on Bonnie and Jim is very funny. Here's wishing you a lovely autumn day!

Members of a Gang

2009-10-11T14:04:00.000-07:00

Hayden and Carter are now fellow members of the Order of the Arrow. Carter just completed his 'ordeal' this weekend...I don't know what it is...it's a secret. I have heard rumors that new recruits can't speak for overnight. I am sure that was painful for Carter. I also know they perform a service. They both looked so cute in their uniforms and sashes. I am proud of my baby boys.

The Gift of Goudy

2009-10-04T12:04:00.000-07:00

Morgan came into my life on a beautiful May morning. She is has always been full of fun. I can close my eyes now and see her one handed cartwheels and that blonde hair that had a mind of it's own. (Odd, because now her hair always looks great!) She has always seemed to have music in her soul and dances away. She is thoughtful and looks for ways to treat others to pampering around her. Morgan had a best friend when she was little named Ashleigh. They were so cute together. I remember putting them in the same playpen on a camping trip. A few minutes later, Morgan was all messy and Ashleigh was still sitting there perfect. They loved each other. Ashleigh's mission assignment on this earth was short. When she got sick, I wondered how Morgan would react. My heart was warmed when Morgan just loved her friend and would lay by her hugging her. I am sure there is a joyful reunion planned in the next life.
I remember one of Morgan's first dates. She had asked a young man in the neighborhood to the Christmas dance. She looked beautiful that night. I also remember him giving her a very large bear for a Christmas gift. I wondered if there was some kind of mutual attraction right then...I was right. They fell in love and were eventually married. Kenny has been a great son in law to us. He is helpful and seems to know when we need his help. He is a great husband and father. He has a high level on spiritual wisdom, and is always kind to everyone.
Kenny and Morgan welcome a star right out of heaven last winter. Colton tried out some new headwear for the family campout

Colton is an extra special child. He has a smile the starts at his mouth and spreads radiantly all over his face. I love to call his name and watch that smile as he recognizes me! One of my most treasured moments this year was watching him be sealed to his parents in an eternal family. I am truly blessed by the Goudy family.